The girl I once knew is a miniature version of herself sitting at the pit of her own being.
Her screams echo in the vastness of this shell she used to call her body.
The mind she once knew is the distance away it would take to climb Mount Everest.
Only each day a record blizzard blares away making the slightest step impossible.
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Our Story
I’ll never know if I’ll ever love someone as much as I Loved You.
The way we opened to each other
Was like a never ending Story
Though it ended I still feel as if I can relive it each day.
I can jump through the pages,
Laying next to You
Late nights
Early mornings
Your fragrance
The room
The feeling
The crisp air
Sweet incandescence
Sun shining through the windows
It’s like I never left.
Embodying timeless emotions
Traveling back through seasons but always with You
I find myself ripping through all the feelings again.
The agony.
The heartbreak.
The pain.
The soul aching pain.
And then it comes.
The Contrast.
But oh the contrast
The deepest hues of all contrast
The love tearing back through me
Your lips
Your hands holding my face
And the tears come
Perched upon my lip
But you tell me you love me.
You say you’ll never love anyone the way you Love Me.
You embrace me for that moment.
And here the Universe opens up
We Are.
The sweet beauty of it all
Like we always were.
These endless moments
I love you
New
I used to be deeply saddened by the things I could not control.
Routine is my enemy.
The old and reused feel like endless cycles of misery in my head.
They said find the fun, look for the beautiful.
Well that’s just it.
The beautiful is the new.
At least for me.
Something I’ve never done something I’ve never seen.
I need new everyday and every second.
I want to inhale the world and exhale the ideas.
I used to feel ashamed
For craving the newest of all experiences
Selfish
Childish
But I realized there was nothing wrong with yearning the unconventional
We desire what we desire to put out
I do not desire to put out the normal
The routine.
The everyday
I only desire to put what hasn’t been done.
What hasn’t been made.
And what hasn’t been experienced.
I am a creator
A creator that creates the New
I’m Sorry I Couldn’t Stay
I can’t be with someone who doesn’t listen to what I think
Belittle my ideas Then question why I shrink
I feel small when I’m around you
No clues, no news, you knew
If you can’t help me grow
Then please stop the show
My mind is gold
Dreams unfold
This story untold
Your soul is cold
Water me like a dying rose
Watch me as I strike a pose
Shining pure incandescence
You already know success my essence
Don’t hurt because of your position
Go find your dreams and listen
Nothing lasts forever
I wish you luck on your endeavor
I’m sorry I couldn’t stay
And things couldn’t go your way
But I’m off to pursue what’s beautiful and right
And I won’t stop until I’ve reached an all time height
Late Night Thought
Somedays I wish I could fly away. Not just like on a plane to a different country, but really fly. This world seems like spinning carousels with the ups and downs, inside reflections, passing thoughts. No where far to run. Bring me back bring me far. If only I could touch the stars. Continue reading
True Loneliness
Loneliness pertains to the emptiness
Cold Corners and Dust
We mark our name in nothing
Battlefield of thoughts
Can’t Live for Me
If we define ourselves by people
We only serve
Strained through the crowds
Dissipated to blankness
We find ourselves at desolate Continue reading
Embracing Now
I think one of the hardest things for me to wrap my mind around is the idea that time has no existence; time is a man made concept. Just as Einstein’s theory of relativity states that everything is relative to the person, so in turn there is no equivalent for everyone. So I guess what I’m trying to say is that considering time is only relative to your person, then we should embrace every moment right now.
Hello !
So this is my very first blog post ever. I’d like to start out by introducing myself and giving a little insight as to what my future blog posts will include. My name is Kelsey Ketting, but I go by Kelsey Rose because Rose is my middle name. I am currently 20 years old going on 21 this November and I reside in Redondo Beach. I have a 3 year son named Elias Ray, but you can call him Eli. People call me a dreamer, but I like to think of myself of a pursuer. I initiate plans to make them a reality. I guess the technical term is an “entrepreneur.” The project I am currently working on I cannot talk about yet, however the second it is released I will be very excited to share it will all of you. Some of my favorite things are writing, traveling, going on adventures, and having fun. I love life and I love every person truly from the bottom of my heart. I think that every single soul on this planet is beautiful and magnificent. Continue reading
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